January 24, 2022

Where do I see myself five to ten years from now? I think about this question every second of every day. There's  never a second where I'm not think about where I'm going to be at 25 or 30. One things for sure I don't wanna be where I am now. yes, I'm blessed and grateful to live in a 3 story house, have my own room, car, and to be live typing on my Mac book listening to music, but I can't help to dream and think of being an adult and being on my own. 23 living in Charlotte or close to Charlotte studying theater at a community college, and business and dance at an university, having money and good friend to travel and go places with. *sigh how that sound like the life and peace I want being free to go where every I please at anything. I'm kinda scared to be on my own and have fears and doubts I need to work on and face, I feel like if I put my self in the position to be on my own and learn I feel like I would learn and mature a lot as a young women and adult.